Sometimes we are blithely unaware of the silent inner 'witness force' - the general collective half-formed and fairly vague mental monitor occurring usually after a positive thought which alerts us to our limitation when betting against the odds, contemplating risks or otherwise perusing land outside the comfort zone. This impromptu witness alert may come just as we have a thought about what we might want to do on a larger scale than usual, or in a different mode than would at first seem easy or possible, and directly after our more daring potential plans for the future.
For
sure this silent force - which we are largely not aware of as being
active or influential or of taking any particular angle or shape - is
also part of a safety mechanism against harm or risk or extremes (and
may be missing in psychopaths, sociopaths or others) but is
essentially the negative chorus which disallows us from stepping out
of the known perimeters we set automatically as we go and which
become entrenched by repetition - or by never attempting
anything differently.
The
very negative side of this pre-conscious automatic alert is the
'Dweller on the Threshold' – a Jungian term for a constant
and self doubting voice that sits on our shoulder like an invisible
parrot and criticises, usurps or lowers self worth … in some cases
the 'Dweller' becomes personified by actual people we call to us to
act as custodians or jailers of our progress. Strengthening the
determination and being unafraid of wrong choices and mistakes
weakens the Dweller or the negative witness presence to one of a
moderate cautionary echo. But we first have to be aware of how
pro-active it is within our thought process and to note how often we
think of our most unattainable hopes, painfully unfulfilled wishes,
difficult potential life steps etc only to have them immediately
followed by the fleeting negative or prohibitive consciousness –
quick or darting as it may be – rushing over the stage of our mind
or lingering in the wings like the phantom of the opera, ready to
take centre and do a whole aria about the woes of what has been lost
or unachieved and the nostalgia and lamentation all of that creates.
The
lamenting or the sadder emotions left in the wake are not the
'witness force' itself but the gulls that follow the ship.
The vultures which feed on our bleakest emotions. By the time they
are present the force which leads them has been and gone,
unrecognized or unrecognizable for the next time.
The
time to note the negative witness at its best is probably on waking,
because during sleep the downloading of inspiring information and
optimistic plans is keenest, and on becoming conscious to a fresh day
we are filled with not only what we must do but what we ought to do
to change and progress. Not all mornings or awakenings are filled
with new ideas or the rush of things not yet aspired to, but on those
that are the 'negative witness' may
be noticeable, vying against the stronger optimistic tones of
self, the moment the desire for newness has hit top note and caught
our attention. The 'witness' heckles from the rear, loud
enough and sharp enough to sway our attention, even if only for a
second or two. It cannot be silenced but it can be checked and
understood and countered by the continued attention to what is wanted
and possible. The 'negative witness' may have something
reliable or sensible to contribute, but that is a separate issue. To
allow it to take the main script is like allowing the rescue squad
into the scene before the disaster has occurred.
Note
your witness and give it understanding. To befriend it is to disarm
it at all but the most crucial of times.
Astrology at http://www.perceptivity.co.uk
Astrology at http://www.perceptivity.co.uk
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